Fear

So after last night and my breakdown and admittance of my greatest fear right now (that Im my mother's child) I've decided that I am going to write out ALL of my fears and try to defeat one of them a week... Sounds good??? Haha well we will see if I actually go through with this goal. So here we go with the list of fears (as I listen to my inspiration to write this blog, Fear by Jazmine Sullivan):

I am scared to try cause I am scared to fail
I am scared to START cause I am scared I'll QUIT
I am scared to look cause I am scared to see
I am scared that people won't like my shit
I am scared to kiss, scared to hug, scared of SEX cause I am scared to touch
I am scared to MOVE ON so I LIVE IN THE PAST
I am scared to scared to love cause I am scared he'll LEAVE
I am scared of YOU cause I am scared of ME
I am scared to just share a secret cause Im scared u'll tell
I am scared of rumors starting, of people watching
I am scared to LEARN cause I am scared of TRUTH
I am scared to fight cause I am scared to bleed
I am scared to fly cause I am scared to crash
I am scared to swim cause I am scared Ill SINK
I am SCARED TO GROW UP CAUSE I AM SCARED TO GET OLD
I am SCARED OF THE DARK AND BEING ALONE

Now granted all of these fears are lyrics in Jazmine's song, I still feel each and every ONE of these fears, just in my own way. My plan is to example how she was able to capture ALL of my fears in one song as I conquer each of them. :p